Life really sucks sometimes
I’m not sure what the hell is going on. It seems that I’ve only been here over a week and things are slowly getting worse. I don’t have a job and I seem to be seriously wearing out my welcome with my friend. I’m not trying to impose…but things just don’t seem to be going my way these days.
Just yesterday, I went out to Emeryville to check out the apartment complexes over there and found one that I thought I liked. It was a pretty developed area, but I’m not really reassured by the leasing agent about the security PLUS it’s right by the railroad track. What’s a huge downside is that the studio isn’t available until October 5! So that means that I’d have to ask my friend if I could stay at his place for another few weeks. That’s really rough for me because he’s letting me stay here out of the kindness of his heart and I know that his girlfriend and him both want some more privacy before I rolled up in here. So while I do have a lease, I’m very weary about this place so I’m going to have to cancel it…and go back to square one and look for work AND a place to live. There were some options for me, but I’m not sure what’s right for me. Maybe I’m thinking that I’m entitled to too much too soon?
Waking up has no meaning for me anymore. This is probably the worst maneuver that I’ve made in my life…moving out here at the wrong time. I should have tried a career change in DC before moving out here to SF. But I can’t look back…need to look forward and try and get out of here as soon as possible. I suppose it’s back to looking for me. Wish me luck…because lord knows that I’m going to need it.
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