A lil’ downtrodden right now.
I’m not sure what’s going on. Maybe I’m encountering my first real challenge in being a grown adult…
I’ve been in San Francisco for about a week now and have been living with my friend and his girlfriend. I’m absolutely fine with that, but I am starting to feel like I’m being an imposition, which is not what I wanted to be. Of course I got a real kick in the guts today and am starting to see what’s happening in reality compared to my situation. What’s happening? Well it’s starting to make me doubt my move out here and maybe want to move back to Maryland. It’s probably just nerves and my weakness for being in an unfamiliar place, but I’m always trying to get back into my comfort zone and this isn’t helping that I’ve moved out here without an apartment or even a job to look forward to. Not only that, but the economy is really sh*t and I’m stuck looking for work while my health insurance is starting to lapse beginning next month.
So I had situated myself to find a place and I sent in an application, but unfortunately I found out today that I was not selected for the apartment. And not only that, but I’m getting absolutely nowhere in finding a job. I’ve been to a couple of interviews - mostly with recruiters, but today I went on an interview which I hoped would result in something…someone once told me that they are looking for people and can hire right away, but yeah…not happening. So I’m screwed. No job…no apartment…and I’m seriously getting pissed and depressed. I seriously just want to go home at this point and stay there and look for a job there. I’m sure that I’ll be fine with that decision, so unless something happens quickly, I think I’ll probably make that decision.
It’s back to square one…trying to figure out where to live and whether or not I’d like to do that. I’m now applying to more places, but I’m seeing less and less places that are looking to hire so I might be out of luck on that end too. What a really bad time for me to make this move. I don’t know what I was thinking and really hope my future changes really soon.
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